So this song came on the radio immediately after I left cell group called This is A Call by Thousand Foot Krutch. And a portion of it really describes me. I mean it might not be true to how You might see me, but it makes a lot of sense if you were inside my head.

And he tells everyone a story,

Cause he thinks his life is boring

And he fights so you won't ignore him,

Cause that's his biggest fear

And he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it

And he loves but he's scared to use it

So he hides behind the music

Cause he likes it that way

And he knows,

he's so much more than worthless

He needs to find the surface

Cause he's starting to get nervous

Have you ever felt this way before

Cause I don't wanna hide here anymore

Take me to a place where nothing's wrong

And thanks for coming, shut the door

And they say some one out there sees us,

Well if you're real, then save me Jesus

Cause I've been this way for far too long

I wasn't meant to feel alone

Its odd how much this song made me think of myself. It is uncanny how true these lyrics are. See I love to tell stories. The taller the tale the better, and the best thing is getting people to believe them. It is a lot of fun. My biggest fear is being forgotten, ergo I do what I can to make myself seem a little more memorable. I cry a lot, but only in private, if you spend a lot of time with me, you might even have seen me cry once in a while. But the biggest thing that is like me is that I do hide in the music. Granted in music I am typically centerstage, but not with musical theatre. I am a character, and well thats not who I am.

The chorus just says exactly how I feel basically Right now. I mean it's true I wasn't meant to feel alone

So you get the drift?Hi. Me I am 19 years old. Male. Nothing Special but
Just a Guy Searching for Christ.
Mitch